Divine Creations

So things are slowly starting to get really interesting. My mum is coming home after being gone for a few months to take care of my uncle, and I am now on a fourteen week break from school to earn money. It looks like my old boss may hire me to help prep for a party that she's going to throw soon. I'm not to sure if that is like decorating or if that is cooking prep. Kind of hoping for the later rather then the former so that I can learn some of her cooking techniques. 

Then there are two new places opening soon. Totally applying for both of them when they're accepting applications. Hopefully one, or both, will hire me for the next fourteen weeks. That would be oh so good, and it would make school so much easier for me to do. 

However a friend, current or former I'm not to sure how I feel about them at the moment, told me that I should just give up on my dreams. That I will never succeed at having my own cafe. It hurt so badly that she would say such a thing, I couldn't stop crying. Her words however are now a motivational thing for me; I have one more person to prove wrong. I think that is my driving force now, the desire to prove every one wrong, to show them that, yes, it is hard, but that I am fearless and that I can and will make my dreams a reality. It was so shocking to hear that from someone I cared for. It hurt more then words can express. Yet, it is a motivational thing for me now, it means I have that much more to prove. I have to prove I'm not a dumb child to yet one more person. 

And then on the other side, the creative, fun and crafty side, of things I have to say that I finished two scarves lately! One is a long fashion scarf and the other is a one wrap around scarf. The fashion scarf will have tassels on it soon, I've just been a little busy trying to get in touch with accounting at my school so that I can pay my tuition. It seems like they're impossible to get in touch with! Like really hard! Its so weird to me. 

Also had to restart my pink and white blanket. I wasn't going to have enough yarn to make what I wanted, but now I think that I will, which is a great thing!