Divine Creations

So, my school, being this super awesome school and one of the best to go to for culinary arts, was utterly not on top of things. They sent me a bill near the beginning of the month for 230$, which is my tuition, yet that was halfway through the month. I hadn't been in any classes so it was weird to get billed for them. I think that it is part of my payment plan, so I am still paying. I can pay too, which is all thanks to my friend Kayla. Once I pay for the yarn, and then my tuition, I will have all of 11$ to my name. I'm glad that I got my tuition paid, or rather that I will get it paid, but... I hate being so poor. Its like, really? Its horrible. 

But, my family is opening a small thrift like store that I get to work at. IE, I've been forced into it and promised money to go to school, but I have to work there and won't have the time to go back to school because I'll be babying the shop. Joyous news! But I guess at least I'll have some income and be able to buy the materials I want for making things. That's a plus right? Yayme. 

Anyhow, I don't know what to do anymore. I want to go to school still, but I'm so done with this whole, "lets increase your tuition when we know that you could barely pay it BEFORE WE DECIDED TO TRIPLE IT!" Then there is that little fact that I've not been able to get in touch with ANYONE who knows how to help me for over a month. They didn't even bother to tell me that my academic advisor wasn't my academic advisor anymore! How kind of them... I only found out because I had a question for her and she basically told me that I wasn't her responsibility and told to piss off and ask someone else. Kind of feeling like this school isn't worth it. I really am. Which is bad since it is considered one of the best school for my career path. 

I don't know. Things are just... Terrible. I miss my boyfriend, I'm always tired and in pain. I could sleep for a week and still crave sleep I think. Everything just... bothers me. I want to work, but all I want to do is sleep, sleep, sleep and read. 

Anyways, onto commissions...